but i am extremely drunk and in the deepest state of depressionj i have ever been in...just tonight i was hanging out with a good number of friends and out of all these friends 2 girls i have had feelings for quite somwe time and both are sleeping withn really good friends of mine...which leaves me alone in my room with my computer which is a bad mix...i;m thinkin about drining more to ease the pain, but i might just go to sleep...i don't know...i can't wait for school to start in a couple weeks and i'll be 5 hours away from these people, but i can't wait to get away from these people...i need to start all over...shit...i'm being emo, i'm sorry

We all been though it, well atlease I have but id get high instead of drunk.

Try not to let it bother you too much dude. I have had the same thing happen and it sucks. Are these chicks that you would have just wanted to hook up with? or were you trying to get to know them and shit?

Duffster mang, I just got over that shit. Believe me there is much more outside the hole you feel you are in. I am also starting over at home but now I am moving to Edmonton for a whole new start. Things get better. Always have a goal on your mind. It helps a hell of a lot to get that goal completed then start a new one. You know what about the girls dude... There are FUCKIN millions in the sea. Those near you could be bad catches so leave them alone. Wait for the one that goes for the hook not the bait.
Jump on vent in the evening, I am sure one of use will be on and you can talk to or get it off your mind by playing a couple rounds.

both are girls that over the last 2 years i have been wanting to get together with...not just a hook up...it sucks...but wow...i went on a posting rampage last night on a shitload of message boards...WOW

Hmm... two girls you like... sounds like a menage à trois ( or w/e how ya spell that )

Sorry, but I had to

ménage à trois

manage-the-twat

For once, I agree with Shady. You waited two years for these girls? you've got to lay it down, dude... tell her you want to take her for a magical ride to a land she's never seen before.

All the girls (well, almost) want the same things. The only problem is if you're able to provide first ... aid