i've pretty much royally fucked up my life these last 3 weeks...

three weeks ago, me and my ex hooked up one night at a party, stupid thing to have done.

this last friday was hangin out over at this girls house havin a couple drinks, we get a little touchy feely and one thing lead to another...and we had unprotected sex, even stupider thing to have done.

find out yesterday that my ex girlfriend might be pregnant now, and the girl that i hooked up with on friday had just gotten off of her period and was ovulating when we had sex and there's a chance that she could have some sort of std...

so now i find myself, just 18, still in school, no job, have possibly knocked up 2 girls, and could now have an std...going to the doctor in 45 minutes to get checked out for that, but i'm pretty sure that i'm going to kill myself

woooooooooooooo DUDE!!!!!!!

Come on guy don't think that way. I know I have but I am starting to see things clearly. Its only a cloak of hatred, drunkeness, and sexual tendancies running amuck. The STD thing ya that can be solved but the pregnancy thing can also be solved. Don't get totally fucked up from this. You need to talk dude grab me or any of the others members here and I am sure we can help you out with your frustrations.

Midknight

fo sure!
That is some crazy stuff that could lead to some hard times ahead, but don't despair, there are ways of fixing things. I can understand your frustration at the situation but don't act on anything until you have had a chance to settle down and figure things out.
I'd also be glad to chat with you if you need it....
Good luck....

well, just got back from the doc, will know monday about the std thing...they took lots of blood and a urine sample

just got a call from my ex who had gone to the doctor too, and they told her that the egg/fetus/whatever you call it at this stage was stuck in her tubes and there's no other choice but to abort it she's really shook up about, as for the other girl she called me and told me that even if i did get her pregnant her and her mexican boyfriend would raise it as their own, but i doubt that...i never thought that i would be sad knowing that the first baby i ever made would have to be aborted, but i found myself crying and swearing on my way home from the doctors...thanks for the support guys, hit me up on aim pretty much anytime tonight... duffboy2004

Hey man,
I am a tad older than you, and have lived through most of what you speak of. I am living proof that you can and will get through this shit. Heck man, the very first girl I slept with got prego, and I only slept with her 3 times! The difference there being she told me she was getting her "tonsils removed", and I didn't even find out I could have had a kid till 3 months later. It can get way worse man... I lived on the street for 3 years, and (eventually) my life turned out ok. You really have to take the bitter with the better, and that which does not kill you makes ya stronger!!! Prevail!!!!1!